Fighting

Today I am feeling very sorry for myself. Having been hit on Monday by a 12 hour tummy bug I still feel horrible.

Last year I had a mild tummy bug and it set me back months on my recovery. So today is filled with uncertainty on top of the wobbliness and exhaustion from doing the smallest of things.

There have been tears every time I think about the coming weeks or even days. Trying to figure out how to make what is usually doable happen now that it is not.

I hate this struggle. But I will fight on and I will win.

But it is not all doom and gloom. My nearly 4 year old has done a lot to make me laugh today. My friends on Facebook have also done well at making me laugh - my world would be very lonely without my virtual family, some of course are real family, some I have never met but are just as supportive.

A very short post today, but I've been trying and failing to write something for a week now!